Wow, it's been forever since I've been on this thing. There hasn't really been a lot going on with me, not that anyone's reading this. School is not going well at all. I'm failing geometry, chemistry, and most likely art on account of I never turn in my free writes or that one-point perspective picture thing. And geometry is so hard, it literally makes me want to cry. I don't understand a damn thing, and I can't ask Mrs. Mitchell because she only gets mad when more than like, three people ask her the same question. So yeah, I'm just going to have to try to do it on my own. And I've got to really sit down and get my work done, because I do want to be successful. I want to get good grades, I want to be able to do what I want, and I want to be able to get into a good college. Mainly I just want to look good as a student so mom and dad notice me for something. I go so unnoticed. And there are a lot of other things I would like to get done. I've made a list:

Things I Want To Accomplish

In School
-get all a's and b's
-complete all required classes
-study more
-stay organized

For Myself
-eat healthier
-excercise daily (30 min.)
-set a sleep routine
-whiter teeth
-clear skin
-flat stomach
-longer hair
-save money
-contacts

And when I've accomplished something, I'll just cross it off that list. It's going to take a while, I don't expect to get it all done in two months, But I would like to greatly improve in school, because that just really stresses me out, especially at night. Knowing that I've got a test, or that I chose not to do my homework. I need to make better decisions school-wise, because it will greatly effect me in the future.

Well, I just finished the first chapter in the Sarah Palin: Going Rouge memoir and I have to say, I love it already. She talks so positivley about her state and her family and friends, it's hard not to smile while reading every single word. Somehow, she has been able to capture my attention quite easily. I feel myself hanging onto every word she says, and she's very proficient in imagery. The way she describes the scenery of her Alaskan home helps me to envision it for myself. It's amazing. So yeah, I'm planning on starting on the second chapter tomorrow. But I want to save some for when I go back to school, to give me something to do in my spare time there. And to show everyone who I root for. :)

Also, I got Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster. I really only like Bad Romance and Alejandro, but the other one's are okay. And I got the This Is It cd booklet for Christmas! I haven't listened to it yet, mainly because I already have all the songs, but I still wanted the cd, you know? And I wanted This Is It (the song). So yeah. :) And it has beautiful pictures of Michael in it! I mean, how can you not love that?!? He's so effing gorgeous, I mean, come on. Now all I need are all his cds, like, cd's I can hold in my hand. And that framed picture I saw at Blockbusters, mom's Jackson 5 vinyl, some penny loafers, This Is It DVD, and the Michael Jackson Opus and his autobiography, "Moonwalker." Oh yeah baby, then I'll be all set. :D

Well, there's not much more to say, except I hope everything in my life stays stable. I know Qutina's probably not going to be here much longer, and I tihnk Allisan's going to have to go to rehab sometime. I don't know when, but I know she will. She's not using anymore, and she's got her medicine right, but the court's still say she needs a phsyc evaluation and rehab, so we'll see how that goes. I'll hope for the best. :)

 Here it is, all about me. It's rather long, but that's to be expected. You should take the time to read it. For reals.